Well...I have been sick since last week with a uti. It didn't really bother me until Friday. I took some antibiotics and pain reliever and my sweet mother brought over some medicine. Thank God for mamas! Even if you are a grown woman of 40.
Lately I have been so depressed. Its like I can't get over the fact that I am getting divorced. I mean, 20 years is a long time to be together.
I have thought About being dead So many times. I just think...maybe I will fall asleep and wake up dead. Just maybe. My family loves me...but no one is living in my head. No one feels the way I feel. I just don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to try. I'm tired of thinking.
Lately I have been so depressed. Its like I can't get over the fact that I am getting divorced. I mean, 20 years is a long time to be together.
I have thought About being dead So many times. I just think...maybe I will fall asleep and wake up dead. Just maybe. My family loves me...but no one is living in my head. No one feels the way I feel. I just don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to try. I'm tired of thinking.
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